The two J's in Spanish Class

Here's to my shallow happiness.

Awhile back in spanish class, we were asked to get up to get white boards.
I was up there and it was fairly crowded, until the white boards started tipping over. I reached for it and little did i know that a guy with a purple sleeve had seen the whiteboards falling as well. We accidentally touched hands while holding the whiteboards. It was very intense…for me that is. I walked back to my desk (which was all the way in the back) and when i reached my spot, i looked back to see the guy’s face. BUT HE WAS LOOKING BACK ALSO. i guess we both wanted to know who touched who’s. He was very cute with brown curly hair. I found out his name through my teacher when she was calling students for participation points. J.R.
but today September 21, 2009
we had this notecards in spanish class with questions on it.
and we had to go around the class to ask someone and then exchange cards. first, a girl asked me her card question, then we exchanged cards, then this guy, harrison, asked me his question and while he was talking to me i saw josh in the corner of my eye walking all the way from the back to where i was (i wasn’t moving by the way). after me and harrison were done exchanging cards josh was already at my desk and he asked harrison his question first. then when they were done harrison forgot to exchange cards with him and left him hanging! (haha) i laughed a little and then he turned to me and asked the spanish question and then i asked him my question and we were done but my spanish teacher rung this bell which means the activity was over. i was so OBVIOUS though cuz i was smiling when i sat back down. it was weird how he walked all the way over to my little corner haha. oh and i was sitting at the VERY side of class in front. josh was sitting at the very end on the other side of the room near the back.
then when class ended and the bell rung, i was a little late because i was still packing my bag. when i looked back, almost everyone was gone. then i stood up and saw josh standing up also (which was weird cuz i took forever packing my bag) and he walked to the door just when i was. i was closer to the door and i walked too fast so i opened the door before him.
im so PATHETIC SERIOUSLY. but he made my day because i was so dizzy in school.
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spanish class, im talking about JF now. there’s this new guy in class and we call him ***ue which is **** in spanish and dang he’s cute. i somehow found him on facebook - and he’s friends with this guy i know! i commented on that picture saying “hey i’ve seen that guy - in my spanish class” and he saw my comment and we had a mini conversation in my friend’s picture. then he added me on facebook and he “chatted” with me saying “heyy” but i was downstairs so when i saw it, he was already offline =_=
the next day (January 21,2010), i came in class and he talked to me. since we were not allowed to speak in english, we tried talking in spanish.
JF: hola razelle! yo soy ***ue (hi razelle! i am ***ue)
RH: haha si! (haha yeah!) porque tu move aqui from NCS? (why did you move here from NCS?)
JF: *thinks* *whispered in english* i just wanted to try something else :)
and the teacher cut us off.
January 27, 2010
i walked in class and saw him sitting next to my seat (when his assigned seat was behind me to my right). he was answering his homework in the last minute i guess. he said hi and i told him how “the pascuas wanted to say hi” while we were talking, our spanish teacher was right in front of us listening to the conversation! so we were pressured to talk in fluent spanish. he turned his homework in and passed by me and said in spanish “did you see them this week?” i said no and that i talked to noah (his friend’s younger brother) in facebook. class started so that was pretty much the only time i get to talk to him.
January 29, 2010
oh my gah! i walked in and he talked to me.
JF: hola razelle! como estas? (hey razelle! how are you?)
RH: muy bien! *whispers*oh told me that you were at the suns game with them :) (very good! oh and …)
JF: ahah yeah! but …. (i couldn’t make out what he really told me but he suddenly got quiet ‘cause the teacher might’ve heard us in english and she would mark a zero in our participation cards) then he made this face that seemed like the teacher DID hear us so i said
RH: ah si muy bien! :P (ah yeah that’s nice)
then we had this “scavenger hunt” activity where we walk around and ask random people questions of what they did when they were young - in spanish. we went outside the building and started with the activity. me and this girl were talking first and then the other josh (that i used to like - in my spanish class blog post) was waiting to ask me his question. me and that girl was done and so i faced josh and there’s another guy right next to us. he asked me the question and instead of me writing my name on his paper, he asked me how i spell my name (but i just showed him my paper with my name on it) ah he makes me smile :) so then JF asked me and he sorta semi-screamed my name. he said “ey RAZELLE!” and i just laughed and said “hey” and he asked his question.

Thanks 2009

has been the most eventful year in my life so far…

• joined track and field camp
• brothers left
• lake pleasant ♥
• moved to apartment
• summer - videos & owl city
• reunion in california! - dancers
• new phone, new fringe
• first day in school - not so great
• doctor’s party ♥ - tight long hugs
• 16th bday on the road
• wedding at monterey, california - dance parties
• </3
• rashes, absent for 3 days
• moved to a new house, room painting
• favorite newly found sushi restaurant
• SPANISH CLAS
• spirit week & HOMECOMING
• txting, movies w/ friends
• unexpected state fair, got home at 12am
• hello kitty debit card!
• he likes me?! ew.
• halloween, scream park, home at 2am
• friend’s 16th, brian&me at the mall, his sis and our other friends SAW us
• veteran’s day, no school, hanged out far away!
• mall w/ friends
• cousin’s bday, castles&coasters, another party - ninja, tangling game, hugs, hand holding, cars
• newmoon, thanksgiving, black friday - own laptop!
• indie/boho/vintage phase
• winter break, gifts/letters, 18th bday party
• christmas gifts - purse, PS3 for my bro
• christmas party - eyeshadow - cousin’s bday at my house, awkward hug from SP.

You're like a Roller Coaster

B E G I N A G A I N
this is not the way that it should end, it’s the way it should begin again…
November 21, 2009
my supposed plan for today:

• 10:00am pick up my binder from jihye’s house
• 12:00pm go to the mall, meet my friend, and give her gift
• 1:00pm go to castles and coasters for my cousin’s bday
• 7:00pm cousin will sleep over

So i ended up getting my binder at 11am. Then i completely forgot to do my essay yesterday so i started on it for at least 20 min. I got ready at 12 and i didn’t make it to the mall because my mom was running late from work. I felt bad because she was my first ever friend here in the USA and i haven’t seen her in 2 years. we were going to watch movies to celebrate her birthday.
Then i got ready for Castles n’ Coasters. i love wearing shorts with boots.


I arrived at CCoasters; me and my cousins took pictures in the photobooth (with our own camera) because i it has good lighting. me and my cousin, mary, rode SO MUCH rides. we went to the GO CARTS first (i love those) and i really wanted to drive by myself but my other cousin wanted to sit with me. anyways, i picked a pretty fast car in front and i overtook/passed so much cars! we rode the SEA DRAGON (ride that looks like a boat and rocks back and forth) - i hate those. it makes me so dizzy. we rode the SKY DIVER (ride that goes super high up and then drops real fast) i love the feeling of falling for some reason (?), MAGIC CARPET, DESERT STORM and PATRIOT (roller coasters), MINI GOLF. Me and mary rode the sky diver at least 6 times and the desert storm roller coaster twice. we had so much fun. Me and mary were last to leave the amusement park, we went outside and the parents bought Costco pizza. at 6pm, i rode with my cousin and we were off to another party.
We arrived at the filipino party and we saw family friends. the house was crowded with people. all the teenagers went outside, i sat on one of the chairs, then mary sat next to me on my left and ——— was rushing to sit next to me on my right. we were talking, drinking soda, popping soda…they kept teasing me and i felt very uncomfortable.
We decided to play games. first was “ninja” we had at least 6 people playing. it came down to two, me and ——— i won for the first round! when i got tapped out, they’d make a scene about it and make me feel like such a loser (?) but when the others were out, they just moved on with the game. so one of the rounds, i placed my hands behind me and ——— sat behind me and started touching my hands and messing with me so i couldn’t concentrate. i moved to the other side to get away from him =P
then we played this “tangling” game. we would gather in a circle and hold each others hands. i noticed how ——- would try to stand next to me. mary said we were all playing this game wrong so she ordered us to put our right hand up and grab someone’s hands when she says go. i was going to hold onto mary but ——- quickly grabbed my wrist. i was startled ‘cause i had no idea that was going to happen and it seemed like it came from nowhere! then we raised our left hand and mary took my hand immediately. i felt really awkward holding hands with ——— but i tried to ignore it. then that’s when we tangled up ourselves. mary told me (when she slept over that night) that ———— kept coming near me and wrapping his arms around me, smiling. she even said that she and ———-’s brother both looked at each other when something was going on with ——- eh >___<
i did notice that ——— was always next to me or behind me, and he even showed me this ninja/alien hand and that we should hold each others hands like that —-> \// it was hard for me to do because my hands are tiny as heck so we ended up holding with our fingers touching fingers ..if that makes sense (?) ——- and his brother would call me by my real name and telling me to come over their side. after the game we just hanged out. his brother was standing next to me, with his arm on my shoulders, and calling me twin.
we played a lot and a lot happened.
near the end of the party, me and mary went outside to grab her sleepover clothes from her dad’s car. her brother gave me the keys because i also need to get my capo. i also took my mom’s keys so mary could put her clothes inside my car. the “kids” saw me and started asking “is that your car?” “let’s drive c’mon!” and ———- was coming closer and asked “are you cold?” i wasn’t sure what he was trying to do so i said “no, not at all” (i was wearing shorts, a shirt with no jacket! — i was freezing!) and i walked away. ——— started the engine of his truck and we all rode on the back. after awhile, i decided to leave and go inside my mom’s car. i started the engine and turned the music on real loud. the “kids” ran to get inside my car.
we had to leave and we were saying gbyes. ———‘s lil brother popped right next to me and said “bye JJ!” i said “JJ? im JG and you’re GJ” and he was waving like an overly hyper kid and i hugged him :) ————‘s mom saw me and said “oh, go call stop and go okay?” i guess my mom told her that i really wanted to learn how to drive…
we left and mary slept over. while in the car, she whispered “oh yeah! i need to tell you something about ———” we were in my room and she said “oh yeah, ———- really likes you. me and his bro were looking at you guys and he was like dancing with you or something with his arms around you and he was smiling!” *laughs* she also told me how obvious it was because he kept coming close to me, grabbing my hands, annoying me, and when he did try to move (during the tangling game) he would only move around me and switch arms that were on my shoulders… i told mary that he already has a gf but she said it was just for homecoming. i told her “…well honestly? he’s not even that cute >.<” i lied - maybe. im really confused and i dont know how i should feel. but it does make me smile laugh. ahhh i thought i moved on…i was </3 but it seems like everything is starting all over.
anyways, i had a great day.