..when you realize you've changed - for the better.
I’ve honestly changed - mentally. It’s not a sudden change, but i’ve realized this over time.
Even though i look young for my age, my mind is different. I don’t fuss
over little things, I don’t complain over trivial matters, I don’t make
up lies to impress people, nor do i impress people who are not worth
it. I no longer hold grudges and before i know it, i’ve already
forgotten them. I try not to judge anyone, and i know for a fact that
i’ve improved on that. I’m not the type to fall into peer pressure. I do
things i want and what i know is right. Whenever my friend would talk
crap about someone’s appearance/personality/reputation, im not the one
to agree with them. Instead, i say things like “Aw i feel bad for her”,
“I don’t know him personally so i can’t say the same thing about him”,
and what hits them the most is when i say “I don’t want to judge
her/him”. I’m a lot more honest, responsible, and truthful now. I’ve
learned not to depend on others when i know i can handle simple things
like that. Im always known as the ‘little girl’ but i act a lot more
mature than most of my friends. I handle situations in a way i know
best. Killing them with kindness. I confront them honestly and go
straight to the point i want to come across. Thinking back, i’ve only
achieved this because i have been through so much. It’s because of my
experiences and mistakes - especially when it comes to friendships, that
i have been through different kinds of stereotypes and positions. I
know that i am still so young and i have a lot more to learn about life.
I still have a lot to go through, more struggles and pain to overcome,
achievements and goals to succeed, and i know that i have to stay humble
and true to myself. And i think i am ready for that. I’ve grown, and I’ve matured and realizing this makes me feel good.
