Dream Catcher: 2009

B E G I N A G A I N
this is not the way that it should end, it’s the way it should begin again…
November 21, 2009
my supposed plan for today:

10:00am pick up my binder from jihye’s house
12:00pm go to the mall, meet my friend, and give her gift
1:00pm go to castles and coasters for my cousin’s bday
7:00pm cousin will sleep over

So i ended up getting my binder at 11am. Then i completely forgot to do my essay yesterday so i started on it for at least 20 min. I got ready at 12 and i didn’t make it to the mall because my mom was running late from work. I felt bad because she was my first ever friend here in the USA and i haven’t seen her in 2 years. we were going to watch movies to celebrate her birthday.
Then i got ready for Castles n’ Coasters. i love wearing shorts with boots.

I arrived at CCoasters; me and my cousins took pictures in the photobooth (with our own camera) because i it has good lighting. me and my cousin, mary, rode SO MUCH rides. we went to the GO CARTS first (i love those) and i really wanted to drive by myself but my other cousin wanted to sit with me. anyways, i picked a pretty fast car in front and i overtook/passed so much cars! we rode the SEA DRAGON (ride that looks like a boat and rocks back and forth) - i hate those. it makes me so dizzy. we rode the SKY DIVER (ride that goes super high up and then drops real fast) i love the feeling of falling for some reason (?), MAGIC CARPET, DESERT STORM and PATRIOT (roller coasters), MINI GOLF. Me and mary rode the sky diver at least 6 times and the desert storm roller coaster twice. we had so much fun. Me and mary were last to leave the amusement park, we went outside and the parents bought Costco pizza. at 6pm, i rode with my cousin and we were off to another party.
We arrived at the filipino party and we saw family friends. the house was crowded with people. all the teenagers went outside, i sat on one of the chairs, then mary sat next to me on my left and ——— was rushing to sit next to me on my right. we were talking, drinking soda, popping soda…they kept teasing me and i felt very uncomfortable.
We decided to play games. first was “ninja” we had at least 6 people playing. it came down to two, me and ——— i won for the first round! when i got tapped out, they’d make a scene about it and make me feel like such a loser (?) but when the others were out, they just moved on with the game. so one of the rounds, i placed my hands behind me and ——— sat behind me and started touching my hands and messing with me so i couldn’t concentrate. i moved to the other side to get away from him =P
then we played this “tangling” game. we would gather in a circle and hold each others hands. i noticed how ——- would try to stand next to me. mary said we were all playing this game wrong so she ordered us to put our right hand up and grab someone’s hands when she says go. i was going to hold onto mary but ——- quickly grabbed my wrist. i was startled ‘cause i had no idea that was going to happen and it seemed like it came from nowhere! then we raised our left hand and mary took my hand immediately. i felt really awkward holding hands with ——— but i tried to ignore it. then that’s when we tangled up ourselves. mary told me (when she slept over that night) that ———— kept coming near me and wrapping his arms around me, smiling. she even said that she and ———-’s brother both looked at each other when something was going on with ——- eh >___<
i did notice that ——— was always next to me or behind me, and he even showed me this ninja/alien hand and that we should hold each others hands like that —-> \// it was hard for me to do because my hands are tiny as heck so we ended up holding with our fingers touching fingers ..if that makes sense (?) ——- and his brother would call me by my real name and telling me to come over their side. after the game we just hanged out. his brother was standing next to me, with his arm on my shoulders, and calling me twin.
we played a lot and a lot happened.
near the end of the party, me and mary went outside to grab her sleepover clothes from her dad’s car. her brother gave me the keys because i also need to get my capo. i also took my mom’s keys so mary could put her clothes inside my car. the “kids” saw me and started asking “is that your car?” “let’s drive c’mon!” and ———- was coming closer and asked “are you cold?” i wasn’t sure what he was trying to do so i said “no, not at all” (i was wearing shorts, a shirt with no jacket! — i was freezing!) and i walked away. ——— started the engine of his truck and we all rode on the back. after awhile, i decided to leave and go inside my mom’s car. i started the engine and turned the music on real loud. the “kids” ran to get inside my car.
we had to leave and we were saying gbyes. ———‘s lil brother popped right next to me and said “bye JJ!” i said “JJ? im JG and you’re GJ” and he was waving like an overly hyper kid and i hugged him :) ————‘s mom saw me and said “oh, go call stop and go okay?” i guess my mom told her that i really wanted to learn how to drive…
we left and mary slept over. while in the car, she whispered “oh yeah! i need to tell you something about ———” we were in my room and she said “oh yeah, ———- really likes you. me and his bro were looking at you guys and he was like dancing with you or something with his arms around you and he was smiling!” *laughs* she also told me how obvious it was because he kept coming close to me, grabbing my hands, annoying me, and when he did try to move (during the tangling game) he would only move around me and switch arms that were on my shoulders… i told mary that he already has a gf but she said it was just for homecoming. i told her “…well honestly? he’s not even that cute >.<” i lied - maybe. im really confused and i dont know how i should feel. but it does make me ~~smile~~ laugh. ahhh i thought i moved on…i was </3 but it seems like everything is starting all over.
anyways, i had a great day.

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